Just another day

Hi readers,
these few days it feels like my life is playing with my patience... I used to have so much patience but these days I just couldn't control it. I am still not so used to the environment here, many things are changing, maybe it's because it's just my second day here. Yep am in Medan for 3 weeks holidays. Although there are many good things happening, bad things never forget to come afterwards. That's why I am being moody. On my first day, I've done something that I wish I would never have to but for some reasons, my patience has reached its limit. I am looking forward for good occasions to happen during this holiday and taking a lot of rest.
Here's a song for lovebirds just to make you realize, "sometimes lovers need a holiday
and that's just the way it is" :)




have a good day~
Jenn♥

You are ridiculous

Hello readers,

today was supposedly to be a good day for me but at the end, todays upset me. I'm supposed to enjoy my day cause i've finally finished my final exam but it turns out God has His own plan. I thought everything would just go well, turns out fun indeed wont last forever. I am still upset of myself for doing stupid mistakes that i think most people wouldn't have done it. It's my first time though. I don't know what gets into me to make this happen. This is probably not as big of a mistake as what you think but for someone, especially those who don't value you that much, they think it's a fatal mistake. It's probably not the first time, but sometime although it wasn't exactly my mistakes or even it was just a little small mistake (yes i can guarantee you that), that someone brings it up forever like the world is going to end because of that. Yes I was upset of myself but i am more upset with him whenever i think that we have close relationship. You could never forgive my small mistakes or whatever mistakes that I did. Did you know how sorry I was, how scared I am whenever I think I would upset you? I try my best to satisfy you, to make you proud, but whenever good things happen, you only think of my past mistakes, you never acknowledge that.You embarrassed me in front of people repeating my mistakes and blamed me for everything. Do you have any idea how hurt I was even now I am still hurt. I beg for your forgiveness, I say sorry as much as I could, expecting that you would forgive me but I guess that thought just never gotten into your mind. Have you had any idea to reflect on yourself too? Do you realize that whenever you did something wrong and yes you did quite a number of fatal mistakes more than mine or even worse, I never blame you? You never even say sorry for those. I forgive you easily but you took forever to just forgiving one mistakes. I wish I could hate you but I could never and yet you still treating me like criminal, abusing my rights to talk. 

Adults are ridiculous. Yes maybe I am immature but at least I have rational thinking and not being selfish. I always hope that you get the karma for treating me like this but whenever i thought you gonna suffer, I erased those thoughts. Anyway, I just hope that "heart" you have inside you make you open your eyes and aware of how people still being good to you although you treat them like shit.

fail english but i don't even care. Night.

Jenn♥

Law

"The law is reason free from passion."
                Well, no offense to Aristotle...
                but in my three years at Harvard...
                I have come to find that passion is a key ingredient...
                to the study and practice of law and of life.
                It is with passion, courage of conviction...
                and strong sense of self...
                that we take our next steps into the world...
                remembering that first impressions...
                are not always correct...
                you must always have faith in people...
                and most importantly... 

you must always have faith in yourself.
- Elle Woods (Legally Blonde)

hello readers:)
It's a good day isn't it?no? if good then i'm glad for you, if not don't worry you're not the only one i feel the same too:)
I'm trying to be more positive these days, abandoning my sorrowful side and maintain my cheerful side:D
anyway tomorrow i have a "Business Law" paper which quite worries me somehow cause it seems that though i know it quite well i afraid that it won't be that easy for me to find the exact answer even with books and notes in front me...
Watched legally blonde yesterday (again) and it really inspires me a lot!i love and big fan of elle woods!!! i hope i could really do as well as her with Law... above is the inspiring quote:)

Here's my fav screen cap:)

I'm sure i'm not the only one having finals, so for everyone having their finals right now Good Luck and all the best kayyyy, you nail it!!!

Jenn♥

Hi readers,
nothing particularly comes to my mind today~ been so unproductive though it's midbreak which is going to and end soon :'( can't stop crying in mind when i think of it! haven't touched any assignments nor review~
i don't know how my marks are going to be and if i can pass this sem well, to be honest i'm scared but still haven't got that willing to start yet=.= it's really hard to change ya know...
anyway checked one of my friend's blog just now, kinda feel ashamed of myself cause she keeps her blog alive and updated well mine is like...yeaaa u know what i mean, i update when i feel like it and sometimes totally forgot bout it,maybe cause i don't really have that much readers i guess...
tomorrow going out again, just hope it will be like today,free from rain and storm...yeah you read it right, it's been a week with storm luckily today no:D
i'll upload photos tomorrow, hopefully...just enjoy your weekend guys...
as always thanks if you are reading this:)

Jenn♥

Great day:)

Went out with the girls to enjoy manhattan's 10rm meal for students!!!

had a great dinner and laughter with them ♥

took this at The Gardens restaurant, love the quote!

Had a chat with Mariah, she's in singapore now~miss her ;( I'm glad she's fine~
Pray for Japan guys!

Still haven't started my assignments, hope to have those done before the week ends:)

Jenn♥

Whatevaaaaaa....

And whateva I say goes, so if I say NO, don’t ask why just assume its because I say SO

-Remy Ma, Whateva

Pictures when I was in the Gardens with mimi~

Great day and be blessed :)
Jenn♥

Easter Sunday

Happy easter!!!Yep I was a bit late saying this at this time, anyway, we went to watch Red Riding Hood this Easter Sunday evening~the movie was good, i kinda like it! It was more to love story than focusing to the true legend itself...

Breathtaking scene x3 ♥

Eye Candy ♥ Totally fall for him!

Max Irons x3 ♥

Amanda Seyfried is stunning as always!!! She never fails to amaze me ♥

Jenn♥