It has been quite sometime, but today I write with purpose. This post is dedicated to our dearest friend Pragogo who has just lost his father. Deepest condolences to him and his family. I've just found out the news today, I feel somehow bad cause it actually happened two days ago. Although I have never met his father before, but I could tell that he is a great person. I'm sure that Pragogo inherit his good personality from his dad:)
For the time being, I'm sure that sadness is there, even I feel sad for his loss. However as much as I could remember Gogo is a cheerful person so I hope that you would be strong:) Go if you are reading this, I just want to tell you that I am so sorry for your loss of your loved one, may your precious memories with Him fill your heart and ease your pain.
Your dad is now with GOD so pray for Him.
"For this GOD is our GOD for ever and ever; HE will be our guide even unto death"-Psalm 48:14.
May your Dad rest in peace and GOD gives you and your family strength during this difficult time. GOD bless us all :)
Hi readers,
these few days it feels like my life is playing with my patience... I used to have so much patience but these days I just couldn't control it. I am still not so used to the environment here, many things are changing, maybe it's because it's just my second day here. Yep am in Medan for 3 weeks holidays. Although there are many good things happening, bad things never forget to come afterwards. That's why I am being moody. On my first day, I've done something that I wish I would never have to but for some reasons, my patience has reached its limit. I am looking forward for good occasions to happen during this holiday and taking a lot of rest.
Here's a song for lovebirds just to make you realize, "sometimes lovers need a holiday and that's just the way it is" :)
today was supposedly to be a good day for me but at the end, todays upset me. I'm supposed to enjoy my day cause i've finally finished my final exam but it turns out God has His own plan. I thought everything would just go well, turns out fun indeed wont last forever. I am still upset of myself for doing stupid mistakes that i think most people wouldn't have done it. It's my first time though. I don't know what gets into me to make this happen. This is probably not as big of a mistake as what you think but for someone, especially those who don't value you that much, they think it's a fatal mistake. It's probably not the first time, but sometime although it wasn't exactly my mistakes or even it was just a little small mistake (yes i can guarantee you that), that someone brings it up forever like the world is going to end because of that. Yes I was upset of myself but i am more upset with him whenever i think that we have close relationship. You could never forgive my small mistakes or whatever mistakes that I did. Did you know how sorry I was, how scared I am whenever I think I would upset you? I try my best to satisfy you, to make you proud, but whenever good things happen, you only think of my past mistakes, you never acknowledge that.You embarrassed me in front of people repeating my mistakes and blamed me for everything. Do you have any idea how hurt I was even now I am still hurt. I beg for your forgiveness, I say sorry as much as I could, expecting that you would forgive me but I guess that thought just never gotten into your mind. Have you had any idea to reflect on yourself too? Do you realize that whenever you did something wrong and yes you did quite a number of fatal mistakes more than mine or even worse, I never blame you? You never even say sorry for those. I forgive you easily but you took forever to just forgiving one mistakes. I wish I could hate you but I could never and yet you still treating me like criminal, abusing my rights to talk.
Adults are ridiculous. Yes maybe I am immature but at least I have rational thinking and not being selfish. I always hope that you get the karma for treating me like this but whenever i thought you gonna suffer, I erased those thoughts. Anyway, I just hope that "heart" you have inside you make you open your eyes and aware of how people still being good to you although you treat them like shit.
"The law is reason free from passion."
Well, no offense to Aristotle...
but in my three years at Harvard...
I have come to find that passion is a key ingredient...
to the study and practice of law and of life.
It is with passion, courage of conviction...
and strong sense of self...
that we take our next steps into the world...
remembering that first impressions...
are not always correct...
you must always have faith in people...
and most importantly...
you must always have faith in yourself. - Elle Woods (Legally Blonde)
hello readers:)
It's a good day isn't it?no? if good then i'm glad for you, if not don't worry you're not the only one i feel the same too:)
I'm trying to be more positive these days, abandoning my sorrowful side and maintain my cheerful side:D
anyway tomorrow i have a "Business Law" paper which quite worries me somehow cause it seems that though i know it quite well i afraid that it won't be that easy for me to find the exact answer even with books and notes in front me...
Watched legally blonde yesterday (again) and it really inspires me a lot!i love and big fan of elle woods!!! i hope i could really do as well as her with Law... above is the inspiring quote:)
Here's my fav screen cap:)
I'm sure i'm not the only one having finals, so for everyone having their finals right now Good Luck and all the best kayyyy, you nail it!!!
Jenn♥
Saturday, April 30, 2011
Hi readers,
nothing particularly comes to my mind today~ been so unproductive though it's midbreak which is going to and end soon :'( can't stop crying in mind when i think of it! haven't touched any assignments nor review~
i don't know how my marks are going to be and if i can pass this sem well, to be honest i'm scared but still haven't got that willing to start yet=.= it's really hard to change ya know...
anyway checked one of my friend's blog just now, kinda feel ashamed of myself cause she keeps her blog alive and updated well mine is like...yeaaa u know what i mean, i update when i feel like it and sometimes totally forgot bout it,maybe cause i don't really have that much readers i guess...
tomorrow going out again, just hope it will be like today,free from rain and storm...yeah you read it right, it's been a week with storm luckily today no:D
i'll upload photos tomorrow, hopefully...just enjoy your weekend guys...
as always thanks if you are reading this:)
Jenn♥
Thursday, April 28, 2011
Great day:)
Went out with the girls to enjoy manhattan's 10rm meal for students!!!
had a great dinner and laughter with them ♥
took this at The Gardens restaurant, love the quote!
Had a chat with Mariah, she's in singapore now~miss her ;( I'm glad she's fine~
Pray for Japan guys!
Still haven't started my assignments, hope to have those done before the week ends:)
Happy easter!!!Yep I was a bit late saying this at this time, anyway, we went to watch Red Riding Hood this Easter Sunday evening~the movie was good, i kinda like it! It was more to love story than focusing to the true legend itself...
Breathtaking scene x3 ♥
Eye Candy ♥ Totally fall for him!
Max Irons x3 ♥
Amanda Seyfried is stunning as always!!! She never fails to amaze me ♥
Okay mid test is OVER!!! i did quite well actually, now just pray for a good result^^
as what i've mentioned earlier, after test we went to eat at zanmai and watched SOURCE CODE! It's quite ok, kinda like inception thingy but i understand better this one~VALEN was the most excited one while us just felt so so,keke~
so here are pictures:
Yes people like the title says, I'm now in the middle of my MID TERM!!!
In fact today i'm gonna have marketing mid test later which i don't really study much for~i know i'm being stupid it's just that i don't like marketing that much~i don't even care well i do care for my marks but uhhh no motivation. i guess i'll just guess all the answers out,wish me luck for that :D
in my mind there are only the thinking of enjoying zanmai and source code movie with the girls tonight~
i totally hope i'll do well for marketing *pray*
i think i'm gonna update more later, so later!
Hi there!
firstly, a big big apology need to be made to myself and also to readers. I'm sorry for not updating often, well monash is busy and i don't have anything to do besides study these few days. well, i did went out on weekend but nothing special.
anyway, today i have to submit my management assignment which i haven't finished till now,i'm so damn brave!!!
it's 5 pm so gonna work myself out for the next 6 hours,i plan to finish the latest on 4pm, c'mon cheer me up!!!
i have day off on thursday but i've never felt so as every thursday, it would be the busiest out of 5 even when there's no assignment usually have to go to uni for groupwork or stuffs=.=
anyhow if you are studying in monash you know what i mean, no weekend feels like weekend until semester break, i totally mean it!anyway quoted that from Jacky.
aite then i guess it's all for now, gotta continue my assignment first kay^^
now apology accepted?
aite, if not comment me then:P
great day!
Jenn♥
Unbelievable!
I just cant believe it, my two weeks end-of-summer break will end in several days...
I'll be going back to Sunway this Saturday, kinda upset about it but at the same time it feels so good to meet my Sunway peeps again. I managed to meet my old friends from Senior and junior high school this time,
there's Rosalia my lovely primary and junior high friend. it's been quite a time since we go to different country to pursue our studies. while she will be in china,i'm just nearby indonesia which means in Malaysia=.=
There's also these ladies from high school time Lydia, Nina and Anastasia. We gossiped like crazy and not to mention teasing each other,haha...
Tomorrow's my last day of my break in Medan, nothing special though, mom and dad have their own business so have to leave me with my sis alone,sucks i mean it but that's how it will happen.
If u're asking bout Monash, it's starting this 28th on Monday and i have a stupid schedule that separate me n my friends to be in one class, guess i have to learn to survive all by myself this time ( i hope it doesn't last long).
So i guess that's it,no pic this time cause my cam kinda messing with me rite now >(
hope you guys have a great time and guess I'll see u in Sunway
Singapore was fun to celebrate Chinese New Year, but if you plan to have a shopping days there you better not plan to go there as almost every shopping store closed there...
I was visiting some of my mom's fam there including grandparents, uncle n his wife:)
went to universal studio too, which was damn crowded...
anyway pictures!!!
wish to have another visit to Universal Studio whether Singapore one or Japan's *cross finger
Holla peeps,
yes!!!like the title, summer's finally over!!!
what i mean for the "summer" is my Monash summer course that i was taking,it officially ended yesterday after the hardcore exam (well,for me)
don't ask bout the exam cause all i was thinking about now,is the fact that 12 hours from now i'll be in medan, my hometown to enjoy my 2 weeks end-of-summer-course holidays!!!
to celebrate the fact that our summer course has come to an end, we watched green hornet after exam and went to KL...
it was a great one, movie was "okay" quite cheesy,well... watch it yourself!
me and nato tried the t-bowl restaurant which is originally from taiwan i guess with a toilet concept
food was okay, place interesting, overall it's quite a place to chill,hahaha
after lunch we went to lot 10, Fahrenheit, and pavilion...
finally bought this shorts at ZARA
idk if it looks good actually, the size was kinda confusing anyhow i've bought it so i hope it actually will look good on me,yeahhh~~~
cab is on 8.30, early leaving ah-gainnnn~
so gonna hit the bed now, eyes are totally heavy cause i've been lacked of sleep since exam period, glad it's over now...
allright peeps,that's all for now
great nite^^ oh and Happy Chinese New Year, may all blessings happen to you all ♥
Jenn♥
You’re exhausted, I can feel it. I can see that you want to leave. I can’t breathe without you here. I can’t see. I can’t feel or hold you. I’m tired. Stop, stop, stop, stop right there. I’ll take a step, step, step to escape. I keep screaming that it’s too late, that I can’t change, that it’s the end!
So I can believe, I’m not alone. Now I’m not alone, there’s no reason for sadness. And I can feel it, I’m not alone, Surely not alone, never to feel exhausted.
One more time now, Down, down, down, down. (No, no, no, no!) Down, down, down, down. (No, no, no, no!) Even if time passes by, I’m not alone. Because of you, baby. I can believe.
Even if I get over you, Memories will remain. I can’t heal the scars that I carry. Time keeps stop, stop, stop, stopping here. Another step, step, step to escape. I cry that we’ll never go back, that we’re too late, that it’s the end!
So I can believe, I’m not alone. Now I’m not alone, there’s no reason for sadness. And I can feel it, I’m not alone, Surely not alone, never to feel exhausted.
One more time now, Down, down, down, down. (No, no, no, no!) Down, down, down, down. (No, no, no, no!) Even if time passes by, I’m not alone. Because of you, baby, I can believe.
Even on nights that are pitch black, I can’t breathe without you. I’ll never be afraid again, because of you!
So I can believe, I’m not alone. Now I’m not alone, I can turn everything back. And I can feel it, I’m not alone, Surely not alone, never to feel exhausted.
One more time now, Down, down, down, down. (No, no, no, no!) Down, down, down, down. (No, no, no, no!) Even if everything breaks, I’m not alone. I only need you to know, I’m not alone. You’re not alone.
**Romanization**
jichyeoganeun ni nunbichi jakku nareul noheuryeogo hae
sum icha ni moseubeul bol sudo butjabeul su eobseo
jichyeo stop stop stop ijen deo modeungeol step step step beoseona dorikil su ga eopdago kkeuchiramyeo tto uljiman
so I can believe I’m not alone ijen not alone deoneun seulpeuji anke and I can feel it I’m not alone jeoldae not alone dasin himdeulji anke
ijen dasin down down down down no! no! no! no! down down down down no! no! no! no! sigani deo heulleodo I’m not alone neo hana ttaemune I can believe
galsurok ni gieogi nal butjaba sirheodo yeojeonhi geu heunjeoge sara
jeomjeom stop stop stop sigani dasi tto step step step beoseona doragal su ga eopdago kkeuchiramyeo tto uljiman
so I can believe I’m not alone ijen not alone deoneun seulpeuji anke and I can feel it I’m not alone jeoldae not alone dasin himdeulji anke
ijen dasin down down down down no! no! no! no! down down down down no! no! no! no! sigani deo heulleodo I’m not alone neo hana ttaemune I can believe
sumeul swil su jocha eomneun eoduun i bamdo dasineun duryeopji anha neo ttaemune
so I can believe I’m not alone ijen not alone dasi dollil su itge and I can feel it I’m not alone jeoldae not alone dasin himdeulji anke
ijen dasin down down down down no! no! no! no! down down down down no! no! no! no! modeunge muneojyeodo I’m not alone neo hanaro chungbunhae I’m not alone you’re not alone
Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting throught the wind
Wanting to start again
Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in
Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing
Do you know that there's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you
You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July
Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y
Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own
You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow
Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you can open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know
You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July
Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y
Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through
Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y
Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em goin "Oh, oh, oh!"
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Hello fellas! Been waiting for The Adam Couple (2AM’s Jo Kwon and Brown Eyed Girl Ga-in) from We Got Married wedding pictorial ! Enjoy these beautiful shots taken in Bali for theInStyle Magazine♥
What do you say?being on a Vespa for a "just married" ride is just so sweet right?♥
Sounds like so much fun being at the golf field^^
Everyone knows that the beach at Bali is so beautiful and so does this couple~
♥.♥
Both are great models^^
She's just so pretty with him ♥
Hate to admit it but I'm totally jealous with this couple!
They can be a truly sweet couple♥ in real life^^
Too bad they've ended their virtual marriage at We Got Married but who know this couple might have something behind their back ;)
Hello peeps esp. SONES!!!
Look at what i found on Youtube!!! well maybe some of you have watched it!!!
I'm so excited and i got goosebumps as I couldn't really believe how pretty these girls are!!!
Enjoy!!!
Best Regards, Jenn♥
Monday, January 24, 2011
found these two images at tumblr ~ these words are what i am exactly looking for
